Just imagine, you hardly know that person, and you get affected even by the slightest thing he/she said. Out of a sudden you could go crazily hyper and the next moment, you get so sad that you just hate yourself. Just a simple sentence like "oh hey! Take care" could make you feel so hopeful and happy and one sentence like "Ohhh I see" could make you feel so hopeless and result to you overthinking. Why is this so... Are we expecting too much that resulted in becoming disappointed? Maybe it is.
Yeah.. I've been thinking all these while. I can't express myself in real so I decided to create this blog and talk about all that I feel and hoping someone would give me an answer or help me. My minds are in a mess. I'm so tired. I don't know what to do. It's just been slightly over a month. I really don't expect to be anything. I just want to have a conversation. I feel happy talking to him. But when he doesn't reply, my heart sank and I start to think about why. Am I just a little girl to him? Am I annoying? Am I irritating him? He doesn't want to talk to a girl like me? On and on... And then go into a mode of depression. It's silly to be this way but I can't help it. Just a 15 year old, not knowing what I could do, still needing
people providing guidance.
This is how I'm feeling
As much as I don't wish to have this thinking, it just won't go away. I don't wish for him to see this. Just anyone out there, please help me. I would love to hear from you. Drop me an email at limjiaennn@gmail.com or Twitter DM or mention me or leave your comments below or even ask.fm me! I'm lost, I need YOUR help.
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